Chapter 52
Chapter 52
In the Internet age, as long as the publicity method is in place and the quality is good, it is easy to become popular.After He Sui's studio became popular, some people came to follow suit and check in. After they posted the check-in video, they added heat to the studio invisibly.
It seems that they recruited a few more people later on. Anyway, He Sui is very busy, and I seldom talk to him about his work.
But I also know that it can't be so smooth. They are all newcomers with little experience before, and they will take some detours and bump into some obstacles. It will definitely not be too smooth.
If Xu Mengmeng was willing to ask, He Sui would definitely tell him everything, but...it's unnecessary.
Every time we meet Xu Mengmeng smiles and holds his arm, "Brother Sui~"
Anyway, He Sui himself really likes this.
Shooting exterior scenes is more expensive than interior scenes, and the designated location is more expensive. He Sui told him in advance that he would go out for a trip, and he might not be back until the second or third day.
Afraid that he would not eat on time, Xu Mengmeng ordered food for him in advance during working hours.Even so, he was still worried, and told him that he would call him to remind him when it was time for dinner.
Xu Mengmeng has always had stomach problems. If he doesn't eat on time, his stomach will feel uncomfortable.
In the past, Xu Mengmeng lived alone and didn't think it would be so bad to eat later, and even if it hurts, he would be fine if he took some medicine, so he was so hypocritical.Sometimes when I am busy working overtime, how can I pay attention to these.
But since He Sui moved in, in just a short period of time, Xu Mengmeng couldn't bear the slight pain he thought before.
Because his stomach is uncomfortable, whenever He Sui is free, he cooks various soups for his stomach. Warm it up in the microwave while eating.
Xu Mengmeng was talking on the phone with He Sui when he got off work, and when he arrived at the door, he skillfully took out the key and was about to open it, only then did he notice a young boy who looked like he was squatting next to him.
At that time, he thought it was a child from a neighbor's house or from the wrong house, but when he looked up, Xu Mengmeng was stunned.
She looks too similar to He Sui.
He Sui on the phone was still chattering with Xu Mengmeng, "Is Mengmeng home yet?" He could vaguely hear his noisy voice.
"Yeah, I'm here. By the way, Brother Sui..." Xu Mengmeng looked at the shrunken version of He Sui at the door, and they looked so much alike, the more they looked, the more they seemed to resemble each other.
"Do you...do you have a son outside?"
Xu Mengmeng laughed when he said this.
No, the age is not right, no matter how talented He Sui is, it is impossible for a son who looks thirteen or fourteen to appear suddenly.
He Sui on the phone was stunned.
"Ah? What son... Who did you see?" After talking, He Sui seemed to remember something, "...Wait, when did you come to see me?"
"Ok?"
"My brother, you met him when you were young. He said he wanted to come to me, but I didn't let him come. Last time I sent something, maybe he saw the address. Sorry Mengmeng, you give him the phone, I'll come Tell him."
After knowing the name of that little boy's name, Xu Mengmeng knew who it was even with his toes.
I have to say that this child is growing fast, he is completely unrecognizable, Xu Mengmeng remembers that when he saw him before, he seemed to be in kindergarten?
Anyway, the memory is just a little fat pier.
After He Nian took He Sui's call, he didn't know what He Sui said to him, anyway, he called his brother by his first name as soon as he opened his mouth, "If you don't go back, why don't you go back yourself?"
"How old! Think about it for yourself, the last time Mom called you, you didn't answer it! Keep saying you're busy..." As he spoke, he turned his gaze to Xu Mengmeng, and looked him up and down.
He is obviously a child who is still wet, but he insists on pretending to be an adult.
"You can't even go home because of a male vixen, so what right do you have to talk about me?" After saying that, he hung up the phone.
"You are Xu Mengmeng?"
Xu Mengmeng, who was dubbed a male vixen for the first time, suppressed a smile, "Well, I am Xu Mengmeng."
He really looks like He Sui, very much like He Sui before.
"Not so much."
Xu Mengmeng didn't have time to argue with a child, so he turned the key and opened the door, "Huh? Do you want to come in and sit down?"
"What to drink? Orange juice, or milk?"
Xu Mengmeng's family didn't have many drinks for the children, but considering that children generally like sweet drinks, he poured a glass of orange juice and handed it to the little boy on the sofa.
"Your brother won't come back until the day after tomorrow. You don't go to school? You ran so far."
"It's up to you." Sitting on the sofa, He Nian was still holding his black backpack, looking a little restrained, he looked around, and finally locked his eyes on He Sui's clothes drying on the balcony.
"You and my brother... really... really..." He Nian didn't know how to describe it for a while because of his lack of vocabulary, and finally he asked, "Are you going to get married in the future? But two boys can't have children."
It may be because his facial features are too similar to He Nian, Xu Mengmeng couldn't hold back and tapped He Nian's forehead with his index finger, "Don't worry about adults' business, children."
"Hmph, you're only so much taller than me, you're still an adult."
When He Nian was squatting before, Xu Mengmeng didn't pay much attention, but when he stood up, he realized that he was a little shorter than Xu Mengmeng. It can only be said that children are really scary now.
Xu Mengmeng also wants to take back what he thought this kid looked like He Sui, but He Sui is much more likable than his younger brother.
He Sui called again before dinner, mainly to say sorry to Xu Mengmeng for his brother disturbing him, saying that he would try his best to come back tomorrow, and if He Nian was disobedient, don't be merciful and beat him up directly, and at the end he would be special He ordered that the kid sleep on the sofa at night.
"Then you are really his brother."
While listening to the phone, Xu Mengmeng looked at He Nian who had already taken out the booklet from his schoolbag and was lying on the table doing homework, "Then be careful on the road when you come back, okay, I know, it's nothing, nothing, isn't it just a child?" , um, well, I'm about to eat, and so are you."
Xu Mengmeng was on the phone with He Sui. His younger brother looked serious about doing his homework, but he didn't even move the pen in his hand.
Maybe it's a common problem for children of this age, they always talk nonsense, He Nian was called to eat by Xu Mengmeng, he obviously liked it, saw several chopsticks in his mouth, but after swallowing, he pretended to be picky : "The cooking of this meal is just average..."
Xu Mengmeng cleared his throat, "Yeah. This is all made by your brother, I just warmed it up."
……
When He Sui's home made a phone call before, Xu Mengmeng also heard it from the side. He Sui's mother called and said that he had received the things he sent last time, so she asked him when he would go back.
He Sui declined, saying that he was busy, that he would go back when he was free, and so on.
Xu Mengmeng also asked him why he didn't go back, anyway, it was only a few hours, but He Sui seemed very unwilling to go back.
It was also at that time that Xu Mengmeng knew that He Sui had never told his family the truth about his hurting others at that time.
Of course, He Sui's parents didn't believe that their son would do such a thing. They just felt that he was wronged. During the seven years of visiting him during the holidays, they kept asking him why and what happened.
Even wanted to appeal several times...
And He Sui could only avoid talking about it every time. Before he was released from prison, he sent a letter to his family. The content was probably to confess that he had a boyfriend or something, and he didn't expect them to accept it. Anyway, he just told them.
"you……"
"It's okay, Mengmeng." He Sui, who was obviously in a bad mood, comforted Xu Mengmeng instead. "My parents can now devote all their energy to raising my younger brother. Without my son who is not up to expectations, they can relax a little bit."
Although He Sui said so, Xu Mengmeng knew that he would still send things to his home regularly, sometimes food and sometimes some clothes.
But who knows when he will be, that younger brother will come to him from Qinghe Town according to the sender's address, and it will take more than three hours to come by bus.
"Hey, when did you and my brother get together?"
Xu Mengmeng thought about it.
After returning from that class reunion, Xu Mengmeng had a nightmare that night.
Those details that he thought he had forgotten long ago, those blurred images that he always said had been too long to remember, his original brain still kept them so clearly in his memory, and he would show them one by one when he remembered them. show him.
I don't know if it's because of listening to Li Zhao's retelling, so Xu Mengmeng's dream this time is sometimes from the first perspective of being in the scene, and sometimes it is the third perspective of staying out of it.
The whole dream was oppressive, the picture was broken and bizarre, Gao Hui's face suddenly became ferocious and blurred, and turned into a pool of mud again in a flash.
The blood and water under Xu Mengmeng's feet gathered little by little, and it smelled bad. He wanted to run, but he couldn't move his feet no matter what. When he lowered his head, his ankles were grabbed by countless pairs of illusory hands.
They wanted to drag him into an invisible abyss.
"Mung Meng, Meng Meng?!"
He Sui grabbed him by the shoulder and shook him awake, and he woke up to find that he was wiping his sweat.He Sui hugged Xu Mengmeng, and gently rubbed his back with his hands.
"It's nothing, it's nothing, it's all over."
The room was dark with no lights on, He Suifang's soft soothing voice intertwined with the heartbeats of the two of them in the whole space, the hands of the clock hanging on the wall in the living room were ticking, there was no At this time, the subtle sounds that could not be noticed were amplified infinitely by Xu Mengmeng's ears.
Tick, tick, tick.
The sound of the pointer turning reminded Xu Mengmeng of some kind of bright red liquid dripping drop by drop.
Xu Mengmeng didn't sleep for a long time, it should be around one o'clock in the morning, and Xu Mengmeng, who had already woken up, realized that he was covered in cold sweat.
He stared at He Sui's slightly blurred facial features in the dark, Xu Mengmeng's throat was a little dry, and he made a swallowing movement, only feeling a slight pain in his throat.
It was just such a small movement, Xu Mengmeng didn't say anything, He Sui got out of bed without saying a word, went to fetch water for Xu Mengmeng, and brought the cup to his bedside.
Holding He Sui's hand, Xu Mengmeng took two sips.Throat finally felt a little better.He noticed that the water brought by He Sui was warm, and he also explained what he was doing when he was dawdling below.
"Brother Sui, have you ever regretted it?"
"If you didn't answer my call then, if...if you didn't know you, if you didn't replace me..."
This is a question that Xu Mengmeng has always wanted to ask especially. When he saw He Sui in this life, he wanted to ask him, but he kept holding back in his heart and couldn't find a suitable opportunity.
He himself didn't dare to face the answer to this question. His cowardly character made him always think about waiting, waiting, asking, waiting, waiting, and so on, but suddenly he asked it casually at this moment.
"Mengmeng, there is no if. Moreover, even if I were asked to do it again, I would still make the same choice." There was no trace of hesitation or reluctance in He Sui's tone,
"Because that's what I want, everything I do is what I want to do."
Xu Mengmeng continued to speak stubbornly: "But you should have a better future, if..."
Look at the former classmates and look at He Sui.
However, He Sui hugged Xu Mengmeng even tighter. He pressed Xu Mengmeng's fluffy head against his shoulder, and Xu Mengmeng followed his strength and leaned against him.
He Sui only felt that his chest was full and satisfied.
He answered Xu Mengmeng's question sincerely: "You are wrong, Mengmeng, because for me, now, now is already the best future."
"..."
He Sui liked him very much, there was absolutely no doubt about that.This love is so heavy that Xu Mengmeng sometimes feels pressured because he doesn't know how to respond.
"But you're like this..." Xu Mengmeng blurted out, "It's a shame you're like this."
He himself was still thinking about paying the cost, looking forward and backward and hesitating. Facing He Sui's candid words and deeds, Xu Mengmeng was really ashamed. Not too much, but in fact he cares about gains and losses.
Just when he was feeling guilty and anxious, He Sui said again, "Mengmeng, do you remember?
The two of them were close to each other, wearing pajamas of the same style, warming each other through a thin layer of fabric.
The sheets were newly changed, soft and comfortable, with a faint scent of laundry detergent, but besides that, there was another indescribable smell lingering on the tip of He Sui's nose.
He came from Xu Mengmeng's body, it was an indescribable fragrance, at least He Sui had never smelled it anywhere else, he had only smelled it on Mengmeng's body.
When He Sui smelled it for the first time before, he thought Xu Mengmeng was wearing some kind of perfume, so he suddenly moved closer, and said bluntly: "Mengmeng, you smell so good, like a fragrant freshly baked bun."
Xu Mengmeng raised his arm and sniffed it, saying that there was nothing there, and he didn't use perfume himself.What's even more strange is that other people also said that they didn't smell the fragrance that He Sui said.
So where does that scent come from?
He Sui didn't know where to read it later, saying that only people who really like someone can smell a fragrance that no one else can smell from him, which means that their genes have chosen the other person.
"Remember what?" Xu Mengmeng was a little confused.
He Sui raised his hand to straighten Xu Mengmeng's somewhat messy hair, his movements were extremely gentle, "We didn't say we broke up at that time."
Oh yes.
Although it was said at that time that they were in love, in fact, neither of them knew how to get along, nor had any experience. The two young lovers who crossed the river by feeling the stones would blush for a long time even holding hands.
Seats are adjusted every once in a while in the class. Strictly speaking, the time when the two of them are at the same table is not much. The two hands under the desk tentatively hold each other, while the two people on the desk turn their heads sideways.
At that time, He Sui said one thing after another, but in fact he didn't dare to get started.
The first date of the two teenagers was on a weekend, in a crowded pedestrian street, they bought street food together, you ate a bite and I ate a bite, it seemed the same as usual, they didn’t do anything all day long, but I feel extremely happy just because that person is by my side.
He Sui is in such a mood now.
Because Mengmeng is by my side, it is already the best future, and there is no better moment than this.
"Mengmeng, can I kiss you?"
Although He Sui was asking, but his tone was not interrogative, and his movements didn't mean to stop, which meant it was just a reminder.
He Sui gently lifted Xu Mengmeng's chin, the movement was obvious, Xu Mengmeng stiffened for a moment, but soon relaxed, it was He Sui.
But within a few seconds, Xu Mengmeng became nervous again, this time not because of close contact, but simply because he thought of...
"Wait, I'm going to brush my teeth first."
After sleeping for half the night, the first thing he thought of was whether there would be a taste in his mouth. He Sui was amused by Xu Mengmeng's reaction, and Xu Mengmeng felt a dull vibration.
He didn't give Xu Mengmeng a chance to get out of bed and brush his teeth, he held Xu Mengmeng's head with moderate strength, first rubbed his lips together, and then gently licked...
He had fantasized about such a picture countless times.
During those seven years, he imagined what it would be like to be with Mengmeng in his mind time and time again.
The life inside is too boring, and He Sui can only rely on such fantasies to obtain a moment of spiritual pleasure.
Every time when my head is empty, when I am sleeping, all the time, as long as I am free, I will start to think randomly for myself if he is living with Mengmeng now...
Xu Mengmeng felt that after he was released from prison, he became very careful and caring, but in fact he didn't change...just because he had already done those things countless times in his heart.
It was an instinctive reaction that he was too familiar with.
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