The self-cultivation of the coquettish bitch

Chapter 48

Zhou Han had never been so desperate, even if he was new to this world, he had never been so desperate.

He was so desperate that he didn't even want to continue living.

He has been tied up in this dark basement for three days. There is no water, no food, and only the machine that has been broadcasting the live broadcast of Qin Shen's house.

He sat here, staring at them intently, looking at every detail of their daily life, his heart pierced like a knife.

Why haven't you found out yet?

For countless minutes and seconds, Zhou Han questioned Qin Shen countless times, without any answer or hope.Qin Shen still didn't find out at all, and he loved and loved him like a guest.

It made Zhou Han exhausted physically and mentally.

Why is it so sad?

Zhou Han also questioned himself countless times, why he would feel so sad when seeing Qin Shen with that person, and would want to go crazy.

Even if the deep-seated answer stripped away all the cover-ups and surfaced, Zhou Han refused to admit that he was sad because he fell in love with him.

He told himself over and over again that it was definitely not the reason, he was just afraid that he would die here without anyone finding out, he was just afraid that Qin Shen would be in danger.

But why worry about him?Isn't the most important thing to worry about in this situation is your own safety?

But Zhou Han is still most worried about Qin Shen at this moment.

No matter how much he deceived himself, no matter how much he persuaded himself, and tried to cover up the real answer, Zhou Han found out sadly that he really fell in love with Qin Shen.

Thanks to the whole family of this group of people for making him realize that he actually likes Qin Shen at this very moment.

But there is nothing more sad than this, because the person you love is living with someone else.

And immediately, Zhou Han realized the fact that Qin Shen couldn't recognize him because he didn't like him.

I don't like it, I don't care, I don't care about it, so even if it is replaced, I don't know it.

Thinking of this, Zhou Han felt that life was meaningless, as if all the light had faded away, leaving only boundless darkness.

Inexplicably, Zhou Han remembered the dream he had last time.The dream where there was only darkness around him and the crocodile beneath him, the dream where Qin Shen rescued him but let go of him in mid-air.

Isn't that dream exactly his current reality?

It had already been foreshadowed.It's just that he hasn't noticed it all the time.

Who can be blamed?Blame Qin Shen for not recognizing him?Or is it to blame that person for replacing him?Or do you still blame yourself?

Yes, blame yourself, why you can't control your heart, why you like Qin Shen.Without liking, there is no sorrow, and there is no harm.

The reason why you feel hurt is because you like it.

Love is the root of all sorrows.

Closing his eyes, Zhou Han forced himself not to look at the curtain or think about these things.He hasn't closed his eyes for three days and hasn't eaten anything for three days.

Due to the lack of water, his lips were already dry and began to peel.My stomach also went from growling to unresponsive.

Maybe they wanted to torture him to death like this...

Zhou Han pursed his lips and smiled, a tear fell from the corner of his eye.In the past three days, from a little hope, a little expectation, a little extravagance, to slowly despair, his heart is ashamed, he no longer has any hope, the only luxury is to return to the place where he used to be after death. world of belonging.

He wanted to go back and visit his mother's grave.

As for the things here, whoever likes to play can play.

"Desperate?" The man spoke again. For the past three days, he would speak irregularly every day, but he never showed up. "Desperate? Young man."

"Do you think this is the most painful thing? No, you are wrong. Compared with this, what is more desperate is that the family is broken and the family is destroyed, and the family cannot be returned, the revenge cannot be revenged, and the suffering cannot be expressed."

"Compared with these pains, your despair is nothing at all."

Speaking of this, the man was obviously very excited, and he roared out, his voice trembling.But soon he controlled his emotions, changed his words, and began to torture Zhou Han again.

"Look, open your eyes and see, you betrayed us for him, look at how he treats you, he doesn't like you at all, he doesn't care about you at all, otherwise why hasn't he noticed for so long .”

"That's because he doesn't like you at all!"

Every sound and every word stabbed Zhou Han's heart with a knife, each knife was deeper than the other, and each knife was more cruel than the other.

"He doesn't like you, you know? The saddest thing in this world is that you love him deeply, but he doesn't like you at all, and even all his likes are just playful."

Flirtation.

These few words deeply hurt Zhou Han.What was once covered up and neglected, cleared away the fog and came to my mind.

Zhou Han remembered the sudden change in Qin Shen's attitude. He had been chasing him for so long before, but he didn't show any signs, nor was he moved, and his attitude was even a little indifferent.

It was like a script written by two people, but he was always alone on the bank, watching him perform by the river like a clown, watching him perform mockingly, but he never went down the river, and his shoes were not even wet.

As the saying goes, if you often walk by the river, your shoes will never get wet.But Qin Shen really didn't.

He really didn't.

After he mentioned it, Zhou Han remembered all of them. He remembered all the reasonable and unreasonable things.

At the beginning, Qin Shen's attitude towards him was very indifferent. Although he often teased and teased him, his attitude was clear. If he said he wouldn't like him, he really wouldn't like him.Even though Zhou Han said so many stupid things in an attempt to impress him.

But now it seems that he really didn't care.

Then why did he suddenly agree to him?In an unintentional joke, he agreed to be his boyfriend.Why?

If he didn't like it, why did he agree to it?It was also from that time that Qin Shen's attitude towards Zhou Han suddenly changed 180 degrees.After being with him, the look in his eyes is full of affection and lingering.

Thinking of the details of how they got along, Zhou Han once thought that Qin Shen also liked him a little bit, that's why he agreed to him, indulged his willfulness in this way, and looked at him with such affectionate eyes.

Could it be that all this is false?

Are they all fake, all fake?

A knowing blow, the most brutal blow.

"Do you remember?" The man seemed to be observing very carefully, and when he caught the confusion and pain on Zhou Han's face, he immediately made up the knife, "Remember, remember those little things. Now it seems that Don't you think it's fake, don't you think it's painful?"

"Don't be afraid, it's just being cheated by a man. There's nothing to be afraid of. Isn't it just losing one's mind? Compared with the pain of family ruin, this is nothing worth mentioning."

"Zhou Fumao," suddenly, the man called his name, with a serious tone, "Is it worth it to betray your family and your uncle for this man who deceived you? Is it worth it?"

"You see, he still abandoned you in the end. What you thought was a happy relationship between two people is actually just your own solitary happiness, and it's your wishful thinking."

"Until death comes, you will always be here watching them, watching how loving they are, watching how he replaces everything in your name and lives as another you in your name."

"This is what happens when you betray us."

The sharp crunching ended and the man's voice died away.The daily mentally tormenting calls were over.

Zhou Han smiled wryly, with his head down, but his eyes couldn't help looking at the curtain.

Now is the time for that person to be at home alone, Qin Shen is not at home.

It should be morning now.He saw the sunlight on the other side of the window, it was so far away, as if it had been a century.

Those people were very smart, and they didn't use any harsh methods to torture him. Just letting him watch their lives here, and saying something to tear down his spiritual support every day, this was already the greatest torture for Zhou Hankai.

There is no torture more cruel and painful than mental torture.Mental torture makes your world and your beliefs gradually collapse, but there is nothing you can do.

It can only be allowed to collapse until it goes crazy and dies.

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This is already the third day since Mu Zigua arrived in Country X.

After waking up that day, Mu Zigua realized that he was no longer in the country.He didn't know where he was or what it was like outside.

Because he was trapped in a castle for three days, like a prince imprisoned for a thousand years.

……fart.

To put it bluntly, he was raped by his father.It's fine to send him to a foreign country where no one knows the birds, and he can't go out. The range of activities can only be in this castle, his mobile phone is also confiscated, and Mu Jiu has disappeared.

The people around were all speaking scary babble English, Mu Zigua couldn't understand what they said, but they probably could understand what he said.

Alas, sycophant...

I don't know what's going on with that idiot Zhou Fumao, although his father told him that someone wanted to kidnap Zhou Fumao in the cafe to ask Zhou's family for some money, but in the end, Mu Jiu rushed to save him.

In other words, Zhou Fumao is fine.But he has something to do, Mu Zigua is worried, he is trapped here, he can't get out, he wants to escape, he has no money and he can't understand what they are saying.

...his old father really played a good hand.

But what Muzigua couldn't understand was that even though he was doing nothing, eating and dying all day long, his old father never said that he treated him so severely before.But this time, he was almost determined to lock him here. What happened to make him so cruel.

There must be something going on, otherwise it wouldn't be like this.

Will his old father's life be in danger?

God, thinking of this, Mu Zigua wanted to fly back immediately, but...

"Master, it's time for lunch." A servant came up with food, and this was the only one here who could speak Chinese, although it was ugly.

"I want to go out." Mu Zigua grabbed his hand, lowered his worry, and looked at him pleadingly, "Please, I want to go out for a stroll."

"No, you can't. The master told you that you can't go out casually." The servant refused him on the surface, but he quickly stuffed a ball of paper to Mu Zigua where those people couldn't see it.

"...Okay, okay." Mu Zigua stumbling and maintaining his composure.After finishing the meal quickly, Mu Zigua fled back to the room, hid under the quilt and looked at the ball of paper.

There is a sentence written in the ball of paper.

Zero, see you upstairs.

who?Muzigua thought with some expectation, could it be that he came to save him?

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