indianbanksassociation Chapter 604 - 609 What right do I have to forgive you?
Chapter 604 - 609 What right do I have to forgive you?
After speaking, he got up and poured some water for Lou Xining.
At this moment, even Lou Xinyu’s smile had changed.
It was as if she had suddenly seen the light, put down her butcher knife, and instantly become a Buddha.
Lou Xining’s eyes were filled with emotion and constantly followed Lou Xinyu, afraid that if he blinked, he would miss something.
But no matter how carefully he watched, Lou Xinyu had changed.
And, it was a change for the better, which was good.
Could all of this be attributed to Ran Xiangsi?
Lou Xining couldn’t help but feel curious, "Now I understand why Ah Chen has a soft spot for her. Indeed, she always has a kind of magic that can make the people around her happier."
Although he couldn’t quite explain where this magic came from, Lou Xining, with his professional knowledge, still acknowledged it.
Lou Xinyu also felt very agreeable, her eyes showing some longing, "My dream has already been realized. In the future, I want to try living for myself too. Brother, I used to be ignorant and made many mistakes. Can you forgive me?"
"What qualifications do I have to forgive you? It was I who assisted tyranny, not bringing you and grandpa back to the right path." Lou Xining sighed, recalling what Xing Chen had said, that he didn’t deserve to be his brother.
He even felt that he didn’t deserve to be a moral person.
He had watched his loved ones make mistake after mistake, hurting others, and had chosen to remain indifferent.
No wonder it’s said that loyalty and filial piety cannot both be fulfilled...
Hearing Lou Xining’s self-deprecating words, Lou Xinyu finally understood.
"So, Brother, is this the reason you’ve been so down lately? Actually, you don’t need to blame yourself. This is the path we chose; no one can redeem us."
"It’s too late to say anything now..." Lou Xining continued to shake his head; his eyes becoming vacant.
He lay back on the sofa, closed his eyes, and seemed to have lost all energy, utterly despairing of the world.
Seeing him like this, Lou Xinyu was about to say something more when the sound of a phone ringing interrupted.
Following the direction of the sound, she saw it was Lou Xining’s phone on the coffee table.
She picked it up and looked at it, frowning, "Murong Jialan? The Murong family’s daughter? The one who often hangs out with Ran Xiangsi? How do you have contact with her?"
At the mention of Murong Jialan’s name, Lou Xining paused for a moment and said casually, "Ignore it."
He didn’t want to see any patient now.
He couldn’t even heal himself, so how could he treat others?
To him, Murong Jialan was just a desperate patient seeking any cure.
Lou Xinyu didn’t listen to him and directly answered the call.
"Hello?"
"..." There was an obvious pause on the other end of the line upon hearing a female voice, then, "I’m looking for Lou Xining."
"I’m his sister. He’s drunk and can’t take the call. Is there something you need to tell me? I’ll pass on the message."
Murong Jialan didn’t immediately realize that Lou Xining’s sister was Lou Xinyu. Hearing this voice, she thought it was some well-behaved young girl from another family, and didn’t suspect anything.
However, upon hearing that Lou Xining was too drunk to answer, she began to feel inexplicably worried.
"Did he drink a lot?"
Lou Xinyu detected the concern in Murong Jialan’s voice and, feeling playful, said, "Yes, he drank a lot and seems quite uncomfortable."
"Then... did he go to the hospital?" Alan’s heart was gripped with worry.