I rely on the collapse of people to set my life in the hands of the male protagonist

Chapter 239

In the small courtyard, the two people who were forced to stay to accompany the drink looked at each other, Xu Wenze and Liu Xiaowei saw that Lin Qingyang was obviously about to get drunk, so they hurriedly stopped them.

"You guys drink it, why don't you drink it? The wine brought back by my little uncle is not bad." Lin Qingyang had already made himself dizzy, which had exceeded his usual drinking capacity, but he just couldn't dispel the pain in his heart. His mind is full of Chu Lishu.

"Qing Yang, drinking is not drinking. If you have any distress, just tell us, maybe we can help you share the burden." Xu Wenze worried.

Liu Xiaowei sat aside and ate something bored. It's true that he came to deliver wine, but he couldn't drink, so he could only watch Lin Qingyang go crazy with alcohol.From a few words, I only know that it has something to do with Chu Lishu.

"He bullied you? Do you want me to beat him up?" Liu Xiaowei said simply and rudely.

Xu Wenze glanced at Liu Xiaowei disapprovingly, Lin Qingyang also looked over, frowned and said, "No, I won't allow anyone to hurt him."

Liu Xiaowei looked at Lin Qingyang in distaste, and Xu Wenze smirked.

But Lin Qingyang suddenly felt wronged while holding the wine jar, "He said he didn't like me..."

The two were stunned for a moment, Liu Xiaowei had no right to speak, but Xu Wenze said confidently: "Lin Qingyang, I can assure you that he likes you." He has been jealous many times, both openly and secretly, how could he not like you.

Lin Qingyang raised his voice, "Of course I don't believe what he said. He was angry at the time, but I was also afraid. I was afraid that he really didn't like me very much. He just accepted the idea. It might be for any reason. He I will give up, after all, it is really too difficult for him to be with me as a man."

"I heard from my eldest nephew that the kid has a responsibility, if he finds it difficult, he won't start at all." Liu Xiaowei frowned.

Xu Wenze also nodded in agreement.

Lin Qingyang said in a trance: "Yeah, we all started, and he kissed me. We could be together if we tried harder, but we were ruined."

As long as Lin Qingyang thinks of Chu Lishu's expression at that time, even his breathing is cut like a knife, Lin Qingyang really doesn't know, so he already likes him so much... It's not pity... It's not sympathy, it's just that I really want to be with him together.

Xu Wenze patted Lin Qingyang's shoulder and said: "Don't worry, as long as you find a chance to tell him clearly, he will definitely believe you. It doesn't matter if you hide from you now, you are all the companions of the Fourth Prince, and you will not be able to enter together at that time." Gong is by the fourth prince's side, he won't be able to run away, so you don't need to be in a hurry."

"If you're really in a hurry, I'll just tie you up." Liu Xiaowei said unbearably.

As soon as Liu Xiaowei finished speaking, Lin Qingyang glared at him again, "How can you tie him up!"

Liu Xiaowei raised his hand and wanted to beat the child, but Xu Wenze stopped him, "He's drunk."

Liu Xiaowei could only stop, and ate his food sullenly.

Xu Wenze said in embarrassment: "Does Fifth Master Liu not drink? You brought this wine."

Lin Qingyang was drunk and immediately put on a look of defending Liu Xiaowei, "My little uncle pours a glass, he can't drink."

Liu Xiaowei immediately wanted to beat the child even more, and looked at Xu Wenze with a displeased expression, which made Xu Wenze very embarrassed.

"It's a disrespect."

"Who said I can't drink?" Liu Xiaowei felt ashamed in front of outsiders, so he directly poured a glass of wine. He wisely thought that as long as he drank it and forced it out with internal force, he would not be drunk, so he ignored Xu Wenze's obstruction , and directly drank it.

Hearing a bang, Xu Wenze on the other side was so shocked that he quickly reached out to help Liu Xiaowei's head, only to find that his forehead was already red from being knocked on the stone table, and Lin Qingyang beside him was amused. "They all said that one cup was poured. You have to verify it yourself."

Lin Qingyang didn't care about the two of them, and stood up holding the wine jar dangling, "You...just do it yourself, I...I have something else to do."

Xu Wenze hurriedly said: "Ah? This Liu Wuye?" The servants were all driven to rest by Lin Qingyang, and there was no one to help for a while.

Lin Qingyang walked to the study room as if he didn't hear it, fiddled with it for a while, and walked out with all the scrolls in his arms.

Xu Wenze called him, but he ignored him and left his yard directly.

Xu Wenze was so embarrassed that he didn't know what to do, so he could only follow Lin Qingyang first, and found that he had gone to Chu Lishu's yard, so he immediately went back to find someone to help take care of Liu Wuye. After busying, fortunately there is still a Nanny Ding in the house. Hearing about the incident, she hastened to greet Xu Wenze politely, otherwise she would be really rude.

Lin Qingyang was not very sober, he only felt that he was thinking about Chu Lishu so much, he carried the picture scroll and came to Chu Lishu's bedroom, it was filled with the atmosphere of Chu Lishu, which made him even more dizzy.

Lin Qingyang lit the wax, and unfolded the scrolls in his hand one by one. Before he knew it, he had drawn dozens of them, all of which were the most unforgettable moments that Lin Qingyang dreamed back at midnight.The vivid eyebrows and eyes in the painting have already explained Lin Qingyang's hidden thoughts.

He hung up all the paintings, stared blankly, and pretended that Chu Lishu was here, and one of them was Chu Lishu's bride dress in Wuxinzhai. The two pictures of Prince Yuan Ran are based on the pictures at the Imperial Mausoleum, and he modified and painted them in fantasy. At that time, he already knew that he fell in love with this person, it had nothing to do with what he looked like, he just liked it Just him.

Facing a room full of paintings, Lin Qingyang still couldn't help crying. The candles were extinguished and the wine was finished, but he was still reluctant to leave. He staggered to the bedside, lay down on the bed, and hugged The quilt seemed to be hugging Chu Lishu, she frowned, releasing her emotions, and unconsciously fell asleep.

But at this moment, Lin Qingyang was awakened by a crisp sound.

Who?

Lin Qingyang's mind went blank for a moment, but his heart seemed to be on fire suddenly. It was... Chu Lishu is back!

Lin Qingyang suddenly rushed towards the figure in the dark, afraid of missing any opportunity, when he finally hugged the person he had been thinking about day and night, and his breath was filled with that person's breath, Lin Qingyang finally felt his soul returning to his place.

"Chu Lishu, don't go."

Lin Qingyang hugged Chu Lishu tightly, and kissed him desperately, his lips pressed tightly together, his soul entangled. He had only kissed him once before, but he learned everything by himself under the explosion of emotion, as if he couldn't even speak. He can only express his heart with actions.

Chu Lishu didn't resist. He said he didn't like it, but he didn't resist such a kiss.

Lin Qingyang seemed to see hope, hugged him even tighter, and kissed him harder, maybe even biting Chu Lishu, but he didn't resist.

No resistance...but no pandering either.

Lin Qingyang suddenly realized, is everything a dream?Is it your own drunken dream?That's why Chu Lishu is so docile?

A sense of sadness struck me, even if I could do whatever I wanted in my dream, but it wasn't the real Chu Lishu, what's the point?

Lin Qingyang stopped everything, pressed against Chu Lishu's forehead, gasped for breath, tears dripped straight down, his hands were still reluctant to let go, and tightly grasped the other's shoulder.

"Don't you like me? Don't you like me already? Or have you never liked me?" Lin Qingyang said in a low voice. "Tell me, okay?"

Lin Qingyang begged in a low voice, with an aggrieved look, he really completely defeated Chu Lishu's last resistance.The voice sent a signal before the brain, as if his soul gave up all bottom lines and couldn't wait to give an answer.

"I like you... Lin Qingyang."

The moment Chu Lishu said it, it was as if something had burst the embankment, waves surged, and the boulder that was pressing on his heart collapsed.

Even if he can't believe it...even if he hasn't got his own answer, even when he knows that his feelings are completely based on the other party's lies, but he can no longer lie to such Lin Qingyang, even if the next For a second, Lin Qingyang laughed at him for being cheated again, even if he fell on a person twice, he would admit it.

Smiling as if sighing and letting go, "Lin Qingyang, I can give you my love, my life, and everything I have. I just hope that your lies will come true, and you really love me so deeply that I will never worry about you." Will leave me, will not leave me alone."

Chu Lishu's arms were strong, and he turned against the guest. He took a step forward, and immediately hugged Lin Qingyang and bumped into the screen with the paintings hanging on the side. He was so strong that he wanted to integrate him into his body, and rubbed the tip of his nose messily against the other's nose, with The breath of nostalgia that wants to refuse and welcome.

The words carried all his desires, uncontrollably vented, as if the drunk person was not Lin Qingyang, but him.

Lin Qingyang was stupid. If this was a dream, it would be such a wonderful dream.

Chu Lishu's breath sprayed all over Lin Qingyang's face, "Qingyang, don't lie to me this time, if you say you like me, I will believe it, but from now on, you will really belong to me."

Lin Qingyang belonged only to him.

Together, they will be together for a lifetime, and if they are separated, they will die together.

He admitted that he couldn't live without Lin Qingyang, he admitted that he wanted both heart and person, so that's the only way to do it.

In the darkness, the redness in Chu Lishu's eyes was growing crazily.Compared with the deep hatred in the sea of ​​blood, compared with the confrontation against the injustice in the world, this is the strongest thought in his heart at this moment.It seems that as long as you have this person, nothing else matters.

Chu Lishu's lips were not far away, and as his angle changed, it was itching to touch or not, as if he was luring something.

Lin Qingyang couldn't believe what he heard, just... that's it?

It's that simple?Then he can have Chu Lishu?

Lin Qingyang trembled his lips, unable to tell whether this was a dream, but the answer was very simple.

"Chu Lishu... Yuan Ran, I love you."

A low laugh came, "Well said."

What followed was a more intense and hot kiss than before. The screen couldn't support the weight of the two of them at all, and it was about to fall down at any time.

In an instant, Chu Lishu hugged Lin Qingyang and fell on the bed, his clothes were unintentionally pulled into a mess.

But the kiss never stopped, the sound of sticky kisses filled the whole room, and the body was getting hotter and hotter. Both of them felt something, and the kiss gradually changed.

Spreading from the cheeks to the neck and collarbone, Chu Lishu pressed on his body, and as the collar was pulled open, Lin Qingyang's heaving chest was ignited all the way down.

It's not the first time that it's been intimate, but this time, Lin Qingyang was extremely nervous.

The belt has come loose, and soon the two are candid.

Suddenly, Lin Qingyang's breath froze uncontrollably, and Chu Lishu climbed up to kiss him again, holding his cheek with one hand, while the other hand comforted their restless Nizi.

Lin Qingyang couldn't help but put one hand around Chu Lishu on his body, and went to help with the other.

The ultimate enjoyment is the comfort after communicating with each other. Lin Qingyang can kiss Chu Lishu as much as he wants without any restraint.

The moment they felt the electric current rush through their bodies, both of them gasped heavily.

Lin Qingyang's heartbeat seemed to be about to jump out, and the effect of alcohol was rising. Regarding what was about to happen, Lin Qingyang, who had been a straight man for many years, seemed to have no fear at all, as long as his partner was Chu Lishu.Thinking like this, on the contrary, I gradually felt excited again.

However, the body of the panting person on top of him was getting heavier and heavier. Lin Qingyang didn't notice anything unusual, but just recalled just now, blushed shyly, and then waited without embarrassment...

wait...

Lin Qingyang's breathing was steady!

"Lishu?" Lin Qingyang called out in astonishment.

But there was only Chu Lishu's slightly heavy breathing in his ears, the two of them folded together, their stomachs were still sticky, Chu Lishu didn't respond any more, only Lin Qingyang was still excited.

Lin Qingyang was embarrassed immediately, just when he was at a loss, he suddenly felt the heat on the skin against him that was not caused by emotion, which obviously exceeded the usual heat.

Lin Qingyang was shocked, and quickly pushed Chu Lishu away, covered the quilt for someone, put on clothes indiscriminately, and lit the lamp.

Taking a closer look, Chu Lishu's cheeks were hot and red, which was no longer natural. Lin Qingyang remembered that before Mu Huichun said that he was seriously injured, now he looked at his face except for the abnormal The flushing, the bruises under the eyes are also very scary, and the feeling of sickness is very obvious, so he quickly exchanged some systematic medicine for Chu Lishu and fed it, and he wanted to get hot water when he went out.

As a result, a figure fell down.

It turned out to be Luyi at first sight.

Lin Qingyang's Jiu Jin'er had been frightened a long time ago. When he saw Lu Yi, he didn't care about the embarrassment that he might be heard. He hurriedly said: "He seems to have a fever. I gave him medicine, and the fever should subside soon. ,he……"

"Master's injury is still unhealed, and he hasn't closed his eyes for three days and two nights. It's not surprising when Dr. Mu said that he has a fever and fainted. As long as the fever subsides, you can rest with the master."

Lu Yi knew that only when the master could feel Lin Qingyang by his side could he truly rest, otherwise even if he was in a coma, he might not be able to get better.

Lin Qingyang nodded obediently, please go back to take care of her in a hurry as soon as you get some hot water.

The system's medicine was very powerful, and the fever soon disappeared, but Lin Qingyang still wiped his whole body, so that Chu Lishu could sleep more comfortably.

Looking at the other party's Wuqing eyes, Lin Qingyang kissed him distressedly, but the corners of his mouth still couldn't stop rising.

It was really Chu Lishu, he came back, right next to him, on the bed, within reach, just now they expressed their affection to each other, and even made out once, Lin Qingyang still laughed out loud even though he knew the occasion was wrong.

He really realized what it means for a dream to come true, and the person he thought he would have to go through all kinds of difficulties to get back, is already his right now.

Lin Qingyang climbed onto the bed and hugged Chu Lishu, warmed him artificially, and couldn't help but muttered: "Why are you so nice, you don't ask me to apologize and explain, so you forgive me? How can I be so lucky."

Lin Qingyang talked a lot, and finally couldn't bear it and fell asleep. His physical strength also reached its limit. After all, he didn't have a good rest for several days.At this moment, I can sleep peacefully.

Lu Yi stayed outside. In fact, every time the master wanted to be alone with Lin Qingyang, they had to have eyesight. If they heard something wrong, they would keep a certain distance. Unless it was too loud, they would not hear it. I don't know what's going on inside right now?

However, Lu Shi had already been sent back by Lu Yi. They knew that they would not be able to send their farewell in time for the scene just now.

When Lv Shi went back, it was already the time for Qi Ci to leave, and everyone was there, and seeing that only Lv Shi had returned, they all looked at Lv Shi inexplicably.

"Where did senior brother go? Why haven't you come back? There's still business to do!" Mu Huichun was exhausted after being enslaved for a few days, and was very upset. Seeing that senior brother himself was not around, he was even more upset.

"Master..." Lu Shi inexplicably felt ashamed for his master.

Seeing Lu Shi's embarrassed look, Yue Chen first laughed out loud, and Huo Luo also raised his eyebrows.

Qi Ci also smiled and said, "Now, I can finally leave with peace of mind." Compared to the disturbing farewell, this is the last news Qi Ci wants to get.

Everyone knew in their hearts that the two might have reconciled, and as subordinates, they were naturally happy for the master.

Yuechen said with a smile, "I'm afraid that in the future it will be the dawn of the spring night, and the king will not go to court early."

Everyone couldn't stop laughing.

Huo Luo coughed and said that it was time to leave, Qi Ci cupped his hands and said goodbye, "Your Highness, please."

Everyone nodded and said take care, afterward, Huo Luo led the way, Qi Ci carried the carriage disguised as a smuggler, and slowly disappeared into the night with the sleeping Ning Ziheng.

Soon after Huo Luo came back, he pretended that everything was going well, and Qi Ci joined the smuggling force outside the city. It was also thanks to the envoys' visit during this period, and the active people doing business at risk, that gave them the best disguise.

When the morning light appeared, Qi Ci had already arrived in another city with Ning Ziheng, while the emperor's men were still searching aimlessly in the city.

Chu Lishu had a very comfortable sleep, with the familiar atmosphere and temperature lingering around him, subconsciously knowing that this was the safest and favorite place.It seems that all the fatigue has been swept away, and the body and spirit have been nourished by the spring rain.

Chu Lishu slowly opened his eyes, and what he saw was Lin Qingyang's sleeping face. His heart relaxed, and he had to compromise and sigh, this is what he wanted.

He remembered everything about last night, and he was very glad that he let himself go and fulfilled himself.He slowly approached, pressed his forehead together, and let out a sigh of relief.

Although I really want to go on like this, there are still things to do.

Chu Lishu lightly took off his hands and feet wrapped around him, not wanting to wake Lin Qingyang up. He also knew that Lin Qingyang hadn't rested well during this time, and was about to get up quietly when he suddenly found his other One hand is tied with his own headband, and the other end of the headband is tied to Lin Qingyang's wrist. As long as he moves this hand, Lin Qingyang's wrist will be lifted up.

Chu Lishu's heart trembled, and he couldn't help but move his hands. Sure enough, Lin Qingyang woke up soon, and instinctively pulled the hairband with his backhand, and Chu Lishu was completely pulled into his arms.

Chu Lishu lay on the top and watched Lin Qingyang quietly until Lin Qingyang's misty eyes gradually focused.

Lin Qingyang saw Li Shu clearly, blinked, first felt uncomfortable and shy, and then felt what he was holding in his hand, suddenly realized something, and hurried to untie it, "I'm just...just..."

But when Lin Qingyang hadn't untied it, Chu Lishu clasped Lin Qingyang's hand behind his back and pressed it on the pillow, clasping his fingers tightly.Gently kissing Lin Qingyang's mouth where he was about to explain, rubbing it affectionately, then raised his head, the love in his eyes almost made Lin Qingyang stunned.

"Qing Yang, I apologize to you, I'm sorry."

"what?"

"That day, I was overly stimulated, and I said bad things, you forget it, just remember what I said last night, even if there is no hair tie, we will be tied together forever, you can't escape, and so will I." Can't get away."

Lin Qingyang's eyes suddenly turned red uncontrollably. In fact, he didn't feel wronged. It was only because of what Chu Lishu said that he suddenly felt wronged.

"No, I'm the one who should apologize, I did lie to you, I..."

Chu Lishu bowed his head and kissed again. He couldn't hear Lin Qingyang's hoarse voice, which made him feel distressed and regretful. Why did he go crazy at that time.

"During that time, you were lying to me. In fact, I have been lying to you all the time, but I didn't expect you to know everything, so it doesn't matter. In the future, you will be honest with me, and I will not hide from you again. anything, right?"

Lin Qingyang nodded quickly, tears almost came out.

Chu Lishu looked at Lin Qingyang infatuatedly, "Say it again."

"What?" Lin Qingyang didn't react for a while.

Chu Lishu smiled, looked at Lin Qingyang intently, and said, "Then let me say first, I love you, Qingyang. You have been in my heart a long time ago."

Lin Qingyang didn't know what expression to make on his face. Chu Lishu's gaze made his cheeks burn. Last night was too dreamy, but now is the most real feeling.

"Lishu, I..."

"Call me Yuan Ran."

"Yuan Ran...I love you. I don't know when it started, but when I knew it, it was only you."

Chu Lishu suddenly thought of something and said with a smile: "Even if it's not Long Yang's good?"

Lin Qingyang was taken aback, and said awkwardly: "It's true that Long Yang is not good, but it's you, just you."

Chu Lishu bowed his head and kissed, and corrected his posture, Lin Qingyang instantly felt something and blushed.

Chu Lishu whispered in Lin Qingyang's ear, "Then prove it..."

Lin Qingyang's ears were bitten, and he whimpered suddenly, and could only barely make a gasp, humming.

"Did I wrong you last night? I apologize to you. Let's continue to finish what we didn't finish last night..." Chu Lishu's voice became hoarse, and the kiss followed his ears to his jaw. The momentum has changed, and Lin Qingyang panicked. He is obviously a man, but he feels his bones are crisp, and his body is gradually heating up.

It's still time to come, ahem, well, he is mentally prepared, don't be afraid, don't be cowardly, come on!

Suddenly there was a knocking sound at the window.

"Is the master awake? There is something urgent that you need to deal with." Lu Yi bit the bullet and spoke outside the window.

The two people who were about to get excited on the bed suddenly felt as if someone had poured a basin of cold water on them, forcibly cooling down their heat.

"Tsk..." Chu Lishu let out a dissatisfied voice, but after all, he got up and looked at Lin Qingyang who was at a loss under him, feeling a little uncomfortable for a while.

Lin Qingyang quickly untied his development belt, pushed Chu Lishu to get up, "It's important to get up, get up."

Chu Lishu laughed, and murmured: "The wind of a virtuous queen."

"Ah?" Lin Qingyang had already started dressing, so he didn't hear clearly.

"It's nothing, come on, let me comb your hair."